Battle Hymns of a Hot Mess Mom

Adele sings:
Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they’re memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
“Don’t forget me, ” I beg
I remember you said
“Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead”

I may be feeling melancholy today – Disappointment is an inevitable part of life. We all experience it at some point – whether it’s a missed opportunity, a failed endeavor, or unmet expectations. The lesson is : While disappointment can be painful, it also presents an opportunity to reframe our perspective. Instead of dwelling on what went wrong, focus on the lessons learned and the growth that can arise from challenges. By doing so, disappointment can become a catalyst for personal development.

I’m struggling to find my silver lining. I am tired of feeling sick, I am sick of it. I’m frustrated that I am always in a state of exhaustion and if given the opportunity

After a productive day of errands and groceries, S and I scored a free ring at CVS. The essay worth of a receipt paid off! Who would have thought. This was after picking up another round of medication. We then headed to the grocery store where we tried our hand at picking out watermelon. We have been researching the proper watermelon picking techniques after several failed attempts. We settled on the yellow spot technique. A produce employee seemed to have enjoyed our banter and asked if we would like his help. We figured why not – we’ll get two. If the first one doesn’t work out, we’ll have another chance at a summer treat. His method was the tapping method, “high hat” is what he said. He patted, thumped and flicked his way to the watermelon he was sure would be sweet! He told us if it wasn’t we could come back to the store and find him! Friend! Imma give it to the doggo if it’s not good lol.

Our pick wasn’t half bad, some parts were super sweet but admittedly some were a bit bland. After we inhale one we will cut into the other one. I decided to take a pause from the swim meet this coming weekend and head to the beach. Just to relax for a bit!