Battle Hymns of a Hot Mess Mom

A shorter walk today but a walk nonetheless. Continued my audiobook which emphasized habits and how to stick to habits. I’ve been just telling myself to just show up to walking, same for writing. Sometimes I have nothing to say, nothing positive or negative. I just have nothing that even Baba Yaga is quiet. Went to see Dr C and cleaned up at the pharmacy and picked up 6 prescriptions.

Not only was the day quiet, my mind was quiet today. I am looking forward to watching the SF Giants game tonight as well as sleep! Last night was an abomination, it was hotter than sin for some reason. I mean, my sweat was sweating. It was nasty. I just kept tossing and turning. I’d like to get a good walk in tomorrow since mine was cut a bit short because I had an appointment with Dr C. I’m still on for the PICC line insertion but now need to make a proper appointment with COH as the PICC line is unique to their facility that will be transplant compatible. Dr C mentioned MD Anderson at the appointment and I instantly flashed to the DCC Candidate that was at MD Anderson. He mentioned it because there are different treatments courses. At MD Anderson if you get to a certain threshold of cancer cells in your bone marrow (in my case 20%) they give the body a little break from chemo. At COH, it’s full steam ahead – full blown. There is no break just chemo chemo chemo. I just keep pressing on, one moment at a time.